Our First Ultrasound

We had our first ultrasound on March 30th! I was very nervous because my appointment was with a male OBGYN, and I have never had a male OBGYN before. Usually, a woman can see any doctor she wants, but during pregnancy she has to see all of the doctors, because any one of them could be delivering the baby. Therefore, I had to just suck it up and face the male doctor.

Vitaliy kept talking during our drive over to the appointment, but all I could think of is I can't wait for this appointment to be over. At the same time, I wanted to treasure the first ultrasound, but the fear of having a male doctor was driving me nuts.

The doctor came in, he was in his late forties and was very talkative. He proceeded immediately to do a vaginal ultra-sound, but then he stopped and said I have to go pee first, because my bladder is in the way of seeing things clearly. I was embarrassed but tried not to show it in any way. I quickly ran to the bathroom, while Vitaliy stayed in the room to chat with the doctor.

I came back and we started the ultrasound again. I started seeing what looked like a jelly bean on the monitor. Inside the jelly bean (which is really the uterus) was the big head of our baby and a tiny body. The doctor turned on the volume and we started to hear extremely fast whooshing sounds. "That's your baby's heartbeat," the doctor said.

That moment was exciting and heart warming, beyond belief. Vitaliy and I had huge grins on our faces. The doctor started to measure the baby from head to rump (butt) and said that our new due date is October 31, 2010. Halloween.

For those of you who know me, you know how much I despise Halloween. I couldn't help but hope that our baby will be born either a little early or a little late, any day but Halloween. Some of you may not understand why I would feel that way...so I will explain a little.

Imagine going to the grocery store to buy your baby some birthday cake and balloons, but everything sold is either covered in monsters, skeletons, or spiders. All the candy and decorations sold at the time will be Halloween themed. Instead of your child's friends coming over for a nice birthday party, the children will all be going "trick-or-treating."

Overall, Halloween is a horrible spooky holiday and I don't want my child's birthday to be associated with it. Does this make sense?

I've been calmed down by several people who said that the first child is NEVER born on the due date. I'm sure counting on this to be true!

I haven't heard Vitaliy give any opinion about our child being born on Halloween. I think all he really wants right now is for us to have a baby boy! He's even picked out a name if we have a boy. The name is a secret for now...

The first heartbeat

We are now in week seven. According to everything that I've read, our baby has developed the first of it's heart muscles and should have had his first "beat" this week. :) That is so exciting!

I'm surprisingly not craving any kind of food yet. Last night, for the first time in a long time I did not want to eat dinner. I don't know why, but I just didn't want anything for dinner. I wonder if it's normal, for some women who don't usually skip meals, to not want to eat sometimes during pregnancy?

Also, lately I've been feeling as if I'm not doing something that I should be doing. I'm always tired but feel as if I should be making sure to read all the right books, and excersise and find out about a healthy diet to follow during pregnancy. But, I just can't seem to get the energy to do all this. It really bums me out.

Ladies, have any of you felt this way when pregnant?

Stressed by an Incompetent Nurse

Last Thursday, I received a call from my doctor's office to give me the results of the blood test I took on Wednesday. We decided to take a blood test just to officially confirm that we are pregnant (because the five home pregnancy tests were obviously not enough!). It was Rose, my doctor's nurse assistant. She said the results came in and that they showed one to two weeks of hormones.

I questioned her,"What does that mean? Does it mean that I'm pregnant?" It sounded a little weird to me because everything I've heard so far was telling me that I'm five weeks pregnant (because they count from the first day of the last period).

Rose responded, "Well, it means that at one to two weeks you should have between 50 to 500 (can't remember the name) of hormones. You are currently at 429, so that mean's you're one to two weeks."

Me - "So, that means I'm pregnant, right?"

Rose, "Well, yyyyyyyyyyes. It means that you're one to two weeks."

After unssuccessfully trying to get Rose to just clearly tell me "Yes, you're pregnant," I gave up and asked her to notify my doctor that I need to talk to her urgently.

Now, feel free to chime in here (in the comment section below), but don't you think that any capable nurse would be able to tell how stressed I was by her answers?

After hanging up the phone, I started weeping uncontrolably. Thoughts were racing through my head. "Is something wrong? Why did she say one to two weeks and not five weeks? Why did she keep hesitating while saying 'yyyyyyyyyyes'?"

I tried to calm down and stop crying. After about 20 minutes I succeeded. Later we called the hospital and asked them to give us a clear answer. They responded that the doctor was not in and she is the only one who can review the results with me. We told them how Rose freaked me out with her answers and that we need to have someone talk to us urgently. They said they will do what they can but there are no doctors that can call me back soon. Then, they followed up with "Oh, your doctor sent a message that she wants to see you on Tuesday."

I tried asking why, and they said that they did not know. I was upset and started crying again. Vitaliy took the phone and told them that they are really doing a horrible job of keeping patients informed. He scolded them for making me so upset and for having a terrible patient notification system. We told them that I will be changing doctors and hospitals because this wasn't our first experience with poor patient notification.

Today, Rose called me and said the doctor wants me to take another lab test to see if my hormone levels have increased. I let her know that I am quite upset with her poor skills of communicating with a patient and that I would be switching hospitals/doctors.

For my friends who have gone through pregnancy before - how do you think you would have acted in this situation?

For the men and others who don't have kids, I hope you enjoyed my tale and feel free to chime in with comments! :)